I'M TIRED

I'M SO TIRED OF THE CONSTANT FIGHTING.YES I LOVE YOU BUT I'M TIRED OF CRYING.NO TIME SPENT BUT YOU CLAIM YOU CARE, I'M ALWAYS ALONE BECAUSE YOUR NEVER HERE.YOU WANT SOMEONE THAT YOU CAN CONTROL,NORMALLY I'M STRONG BUT ON ME YOU SEEM TO HAVE THIS HOLD.I WANNA SMILE  WITH OUT TRYING, I WANNA  HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH OUT THE END RESULT BEING THAT I'M LYING.LYING TO MYSELF PRETENDING THAT I'M HAPPY, TRYING NOT TO BREAK DOWN WHEN YOUR YELLING AT ME.SO TAKE YOUR SEASONAL LOVE , YOUR DEMANDS AND GET LOST I'M LOOKING FOR MY EQUAL NOT SOMEONE TO BE MY BOSS